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Stimpunks Foundation · Zine No. 12

Turn and Face
the Strange

David Bowie as a way of being star stuff — on unmasking, the freedom of many selves, and difference read not as deficit but as direction


L★S
Love You Down
To Your Star Stuff
· open edition ·
Weird on purpose

Turn and face
the strange


David Bowie built a whole career out of the thing the rest of us are told to hide: strangeness. Not strangeness survived, or managed, or apologised for — strangeness led with.

"Changes" (Hunky Dory, 1971) is the anthem for it: a song that turns to face the people doing the judging and tells them, plainly, not to tell the kids to grow up and out of it. The children spat on are quite aware of what they're going through.

That is our register exactly. Weird isn't a phase to outgrow or a deficit to correct. It's a stance. To turn and face the strange is to stop treating your own difference as a problem to be solved, and start treating it as a direction to move in.

Difference is not a stage you pass through on the way to normal. It's a place you can choose to face.

“Changes” · live, Hammersmith 1973
turn and face the strange

“Ziggy Stardust” · 1972
a persona, worn in the open

Many selves

The masks
were the point


Ziggy Stardust. Aladdin Sane. The Thin White Duke. Major Tom. Bowie made selves and set them down in public, on purpose — a career of personae worn in full view and then let go.

Many of us know a different kind of mask: the involuntary, exhausting kind, worn to pass as normal and kept up until it costs us. Bowie turns that inside out. His masking was authorship, not concealment — something you choose and show, not something that shows you up.

Here's the liberating turn. Unmasking doesn't have to mean finding the one true self hidden underneath. It can mean the freedom to author your selves out loud — to be many things and mean all of them.

Not one true self, hidden and recovered. A constellation of selves, all of them yours.
The hidden, visible

Everything hidden,
brought to the front


One of our taglines could be a description of his whole method:

Everything that was normally supposed to be hidden was brought to the front.

Star Stuff · a tagline

Bowie did this for a living. Queerness, artifice, tenderness, fear, the seams of the costume left showing on purpose — brought forward instead of tucked away. He kept the machinery visible and dared you to call it fake.

We keep him close on our Bring to the Front page for exactly this reason. Visibility is risk and liberation at once — and to bring the hidden to the front is to refuse the shame that insists it should have stayed back there.

“Starman” · 1972
brought to the front, on live TV

“Space Oddity” · 1969
the capsule

“★ (Blackstar)” · 2016
the collapsed kind

Untether · ascend

From the capsule
to the blackstar


"Space Oddity" (1969) sends Major Tom drifting out past the capsule, and the untethering reads both ways at once — as loss, and as liberation. Being cut loose from the ground as a way of being free.

Blackstar and "Lazarus" (both 2016), recorded as he was dying, stage the ending as a rising. Not the bright, burning kind of star — the collapsed kind. Still massive. Still present. He sings from a hospital bed and then backs out of sight, a goodbye staged as an ascension.

Across a lifetime, Bowie kept returning to the cosmos as the one place difference could finally breathe. Which is our register too.

Cut loose from the ground is one way to say free.
Purest freedom

Authenticity is
our purest freedom


Bowie complicates authenticity in a way we find useful and honest. He wasn't authentic by being one true, unchanging self. He was authentic by refusing to pretend there was only one.

That's a liberating correction for anyone who has been told their real self is the wrong self. Authenticity as self-determination — the freedom to change, to contradict, to become — rather than authenticity as a fixed thing you're required to match.

Authenticity is our purest freedom.

“Lazarus” · 2016
the most naked, and the most free

What this is not

The reframe only works if we refuse the counterfeits that usually travel under the same words.

Notauthenticity as a single fixed self you must locate and hold still to be believed.
Notweird as a phase — something to grow up and out of.
Notmasking as the price of admission, the cost of being allowed in the room.
Not"be yourself" as a command to pick one self and stop.
The freedom isn't to be found out. It's to keep becoming, out loud, without shame.

“Heroes” · 1977
we can be heroes

The whole constellation

Made of
star stuff


Every persona, every change, every strange and luminous thing Bowie set in front of us — all of it made of the same forged elements as the rest of us. He read the cosmos as a home for difference, and so do we.

Bowie opens our L★S playlist for a reason. His whole arc is a long argument that you were never meant to be one fixed, quiet, normal thing — that difference belongs here, fully, as part of the universe knowing itself in every possible way.

So: turn and face the strange. You belong here — not despite the strangeness, but as it.

You were never one fixed thing. Neither was he. Neither is the universe.
L★S Turn and face the strange. Difference isn't a stage to pass through — it's a direction, and you were star stuff all along.
No. 6 Eternal Sunshine — starlight, warmth & the light in you
No. 7 You Were Never One Thing — the cell as a truce
No. 8 The Universe Runs on Difference — variety & the failure of monoculture
No. 9 The Lines We Drew — the constructed border & the case for redrawing it
No. 10 The Dead Stars Still Reach Us — starlight, ancestry & the work of memory
No. 11 Why Difference Comes First — Helen Edgar (guest)
No. 12 Turn and Face the Strange — Bowie, unmasking & ways of being star stuff ← you are here
Reflection

Which of your selves have you been told to hide — and what would it mean to bring one to the front?

Where in your life is "authenticity" being used to mean "pick one self and hold still," and what changes if it means the freedom to keep becoming?

Whose strangeness taught you to face your own?

Turn and Face the Strange is the twelfth zine in the Stimpunks series, and the one about David Bowie — read as an example of ways of being star stuff, and of being defiantly, joyfully weird.

The songs referenced are real and worth naming precisely. "Changes" appeared on Hunky Dory (1971) and as a single in 1972. "Space Oddity" was released in 1969. "Heroes" was released in 1977. Blackstar arrived on 8 January 2016, Bowie's 69th birthday, two days before his death on 10 January 2016; "Lazarus" was released as a single in December 2015, its video days before he died. The personae named — Ziggy Stardust (1972), Aladdin Sane (1973), the Thin White Duke (1976), and Major Tom — are his own inventions, worn in public and set down again.

This zine is commentary and celebration. The performances on each spread are embedded from official YouTube uploads; the songs, recordings, and personae are the work of David Bowie and his collaborators, and we quote only the briefest hook and reproduce no lyrics or artwork. The two taglines — "Everything that was normally supposed to be hidden was brought to the front" and "Authenticity is our purest freedom" — are Star Stuff's, and appear across our work, including Bring to the Front. The reading — Bowie as a way of being star stuff, unmasking as authorship rather than exposure, difference as direction — is ours. Bowie belongs on the L★S playlist, which his whole career opens.